We went over to Atkins shakes for breakfast because our standard was just a bit heavy on the fat; and a trip to Walmart after some necessaries (I hate shopping at Walmart, partly for ethical reasons) produced some chocolate mocha shakes that haven’t been available elsewhere.

I’m suspecting I’m allergic to something in them. Due to a mixup, Jane had opened one (she’s allergic to coffee) and set it aside. I drank it for lunch as well as breakfast, [being cheap] and shortly after, began to feel sick at my stomach.

This transited to ‘sleepy and non functional’ and after losing the entire afternoon abed, to ‘drunk as a skunk,’ dropped things multiple times, generally felt awful, couldn’t think straight, had the mind skewing off down improbable and silly tracks, things like ‘I wonder if this [object] could [do something totally irrational]…’ and generally not feeling awake. To, finally, being short-fused and with the skin on the insides of my elbows feeling as if it had been sandpapered raw, which is, with my allergies, the signal usually of having eaten something I’m allergic to.

Well, I’m suspecting two doses of mocha shake were the culprit.

This morning I was supposed to have sausage and eggs as breakfast…to stay away from the shakes. But I decided to try the vanilla version, which I have had no trouble with. And if I repeat yesterday, I’ll know the shakes are off limits for me.

So if I start posting about alien invasions or the swimming ability of coffee cups, it was something basic in the shakes, not just the mocha.

I hate that state. I really hate it. I hate being sleepy and unable to work, and I really hate being stupid. And I’m not fond of the sore skin-feeling, either.

So we’ll see. I hope it’s just the one flavor, not the shakes in general. It’s so much more convenient when Jane and I can be on the same menu…and it’s easier to lose this last little bit of weight if I can take those shakes instead of sausage and eggs for breakfast.